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aymeric "national ass et" de borel ([personal profile] revolutionne) wrote in [community profile] thefeywood2020-11-11 10:43 pm

why don't you figure my heart out?





master post for homoerotic subtext (and a cat)


AU Info Dump

01. Aymeric nearly gets eaten by a dragon, good thing Estinien is there. Then they get piss drunk a month later, the truest form of friendship.
02. Going to a party and subsequently missing most of the party, only to get kicked out and have Feelings. Cameo by the cat.
03. Estinien recovers from his recent dragon battle and is clearly suffering from PTSD, but Ishgard is ill-equipped to deal with it. Aymeric tries, though. Also totally platonic cuddling. (Cat is suspicious.)
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[personal profile] coerthantorment 2020-12-08 12:00 am (UTC)(link)
Estinien closes his eyes, exhaling slowly as he feels Aymeric's magic flood through him again. He's no stranger to receiving healing magic, often having been treated by the Ishgardian Hospialitiers, who were objectively more skilled and potent at the craft than Aymeric. Yet, their touch has never made him shiver the way that Aymeric's does, knowing where the power comes from, and the will behind its effects.

He stares back at Aymeric as he pulls away, still feeling the tingle of aches relieved. It's more than he could have hoped for, he thinks. The healing, at first thought, and then more generally, Aymeric's presence at all. He's still here, he thinks for the dozenth time. He didn't leave, and they are going into this fight together. Yet, Aymeric's own will isn't the only way he could lose him from this.

They could wind up imprisoned, or executed. Though generally frowned upon, there is also little stopping one of them from ending up dead on the Tribunal floor. He doesn't trust that the Durendaires would hold back any more than they had to. For all he knows, this could be the last private moment they were ever allowed together.

Again, Estinien opens his mouth like he wants to speak, but nothing comes out. Finally, he lifts his hand, resting it on Aymeric's bicep, and then sliding down to squeeze at his forearm. In one, impulsive motion, he pulls Aymeric forward, wrapping his other arm around his back and holding him close. He has no idea what any of it means, but it's a raw feeling of need that he can't bear to resist.
Edited 2020-12-08 00:17 (UTC)
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[personal profile] coerthantorment 2020-12-08 02:23 am (UTC)(link)
It's in these moments that Estinien realizes that he loves him, with a depth of desperate need that he swore he never would again. What form that love takes seems irrelevant to him - he hardly knows the difference between one flavor and another, with such a limited sampling. What strikes him more than anything is the constancy of it, the devotion.

Again and again, his fears of having a level of himself exposed that would turn Aymeric away has been disproven. That had seemed impossible, with the person Estinien had become, just as impossible as him ever opening himself to this pain again.

Some part of him resents it, as if ensnared in the feeling against his will. The rest, though - the parts that have grown alongside Aymeric - is simply terrified of having it taken away.

What eventually forces Estinien to let go is remembering that they are not completely alone. The knights will be back for them soon, and they need to be ready for what comes. They also can't afford to be seen like this, exposed and embracing. It's with a sense of reluctance he pulls away, though his hand lingers at Aymeric's hip.

"You have done more than enough for me," he says quietly, and then releases his hold. Pain that is the result of no physical wound can be seen in his eyes, before he bends to retrieve his undershirt, beginning to prepare in earnest.
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[personal profile] coerthantorment 2020-12-08 05:55 am (UTC)(link)
Estinien is used to taking his armor on and off quickly, but with how close-fitting drachen armor is, it can still be a challenge. So, when Aymeric is finished and examining his sword, Estinien is still applying his gauntlets, lost in thought. He looks up as he speaks, though, considering Aymeric's words earnestly.

He never met Aymeric's father, and he barely knew his mother, but he's still come to feel some connection to the family regardless. To hear Aymeric's tales, and to make himself comfortable in his home, it would seem wrong to disregard the couple that had brought him there.

Estinien comes to Aymeric's side, his helmet tucked under an elbow, gazing at the sword over his shoulder. Aymeric is truly never at a loss for words, it seems. He finds inspiration in so many places.

"From all I have heard," Estinien says. "He would be full glad to see you wield it so."
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[personal profile] coerthantorment 2020-12-08 07:09 am (UTC)(link)
Sometimes the things Aymeric says are genuinely overwhelming, in that Estinien can scarcely believe they are things a real person says outside of a planned speech. Yet, Aymeric is devising them constantly, and often to an audience of one. It's felt almost magical at times, the way that one as distant as Estinien could still buy into the vision Aymeric lives by.

This isn't the first time Estinien has felt with great clarity that Aymeric is destined for greatness, but it's a visceral reminder. Estinien can't help but gaze back at him, taking in the peace of his expression. He understands the feeling of having such resolute purpose, though the moods in which they each pursue their goals could not be further apart.

He has to win this fight, he realizes, if only to keep Aymeric safe. Azure Dragoon be damned.

"If you do not have the Fury's blessing," Estinien says, "it cannot be worth having."
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[personal profile] coerthantorment 2020-12-09 07:10 am (UTC)(link)
With his helmet on, Estinien once again disappears behind that metallic veneer, his mood largely concealed by the mask. He cuts an even more imposing figure that way, his lance at his back, the display of a fully armed dragoon clearly putting their company on guard. It's to his benefit, he thinks - it means he doesn't need to struggle to hide his worried glances towards Aymeric as they are escorted, nor the raw contempt in his eyes when Ser Draneux steps forward to speak.

While Estinien stands rigidly, his arms crossed around his chest, Ser Draneux approaches the stand with his helmet off. He's easily recognizable amount the nobility, Estinien thinks - it's to his advantage to flaunt his identity. To remind them of who they are looking at. Estinien doesn't know the name of the knight beside him, but he remembers from the Vigil, while he was being apprehended.

Ser Draneux casts Estinien a venomous look, speaking with unmarred confidence:

"I, Ser Draneux de Durendaire, Azure Dragoon and Commander of the Order of the Knights Dragoon, did bear witness to Ser Estinien Wyrmblood plundering the treasury of the Dusk Vigil." Estinien narrows his eyes, unseen. "Furthermore," Ser Draneux's glare turns on Aymeric now, "it has become clearly apparent that not only has Ser Aymeric de Borel enabled his actions with undue probing of our House's operations, he has orchestrated it."

There are mumblings amongst the crowd. Convenient to believe, for some.

"Ser Estinien has no loyalty to the Order - only loyalty to his accomplice, who would wield him like a weapon against House Durendaire, duly appointed protector of the Coerthan highlands. He lacks the honor and integrity to serve under the Knights Dragoon."

Despite his determination to protect Aymeric, the words bring a feeling of crushing despair down upon Estinien's shoulders. It's not the first time it has occurred to him, but with them standing here, at the end of the line, it can no longer be avoided. He stares down at the stand ahead of them. If he's removed from the Order... his life will be over, rendered meaningless in a single instant. All he's done, for nothing, left impotent, thirsting for a vengeance that will never be quenched...

He is shaken by the prospect of it - to live the rest of his days, with no hope of release. Even now, he can feel himself sinking.
Edited 2020-12-09 07:10 (UTC)
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[personal profile] coerthantorment 2020-12-10 06:07 am (UTC)(link)
Estinien had already been aware that Aymeric was going to speak before the crowd, but he knew not with how much authority. As it turns out, Aymeric holds court as if he has every right to do so, even going as far as to address the crowd instead of the adjudicators. Despite his efforts to not show an emotional reaction, he can't help but stare at his friend as he goes, only breaking away briefly to observe the reactions of the audience and their opponents.

Ser Draneux is clearly a bit caught off guard, but as any Azure Dragoon would require, he is capable of holding it in, managing to give Aymeric a look that suggests he could think he is spinning a tale rather than airing out his dirty laundry. Others in his group have less control. The larger knight next to him looks completely blindsided by Aymeric confidence, and other members of House Durendaire seem just as blindsided by any sniff of this information at all.

Keeping secrets, were they? Even from their own house.

Once Aymeric is finished, Estinien realizes that he has delivered this speech with a sense of poise that he himself never could have managed. He'd tried to explain it when he was first arrested, but presentation went a long way with these people, and with a surge of hope Estinien feels as if his friend had actually done it. No matter how the responsible Durendaires would try to deny it, the seeds have been planted, and appear ready to bloom.

He takes his turn to address the Adjudicator, amid the frantic mumblings of the crowd.

"I, Estinien Wyrmblood, of the Order of the Knights Dragoon, am innocent of this charge," he says, out of sheer formality at this point. "I've ill need for stolen wealth... unlike the commanders of the Dusk Vigil. With mine own eyes I witnessed evidence of their history of financial mismanagement, which they would then punish others to conceal."

He casts a look directly at Draneux.

"I will have my Trial by Combat, and I will savour the opportunity to put an end to this farce."

"A fanciful tale," Ser Draneux says coolly, though his eyes speak differently. "But you have no true evidence to back these claims, besides conspiracy and conjecture."
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[personal profile] coerthantorment 2021-01-04 05:19 am (UTC)(link)
Estinien exhales slowly, more and more of that creeping dread escaping him as things proceed. All this time, he's been afraid that even if they win, the condemnation of the crowd would end their lives regardless. To hear it now, though - to hear the people react to Aymeric's words... finally, it feels as if they have a chance.

If only they can win this fight, the weight of Halone's judgment could be enough to push it over the edge. Though his body still aches and the past days weight on him, the adrenaline of the moment has given him a second wind. He looks to meet Aymeric's glance and nods, the corner of his lip curving into the slightest of smiles.

There will be time to celebrate later, once they are beyond this battle - for now, defending Aymeric and bringing down the Azure Dragoon will be his paramount concerns.

He walks towards the now open arena, his gaze lingering on Ser Draneux instead. The other dragoon is scowling as he slips on his helmet, preparing for combat, and Estinien does his best to avoid smirking at him. There is a satisfaction he cannot name that comes with seeing someone in such a high position unable to be shielded from the truth by their rank. Maybe it's justice, a sight so rare Estinien hardly gets to behold it.

He holds close to Aymeric's side as they find their positions, unsheathing his lance and holding it at the ready. The gate slides closed behind them, though it makes little difference to Estinien. It seems most likely that the burlier looking fellow will hold to the ground and challenge Aymeric. He must be certain to keep Draneux from using his aerial advantage, he determines. He's certain Aymeric can hold his own, as long as he isn't flanked by the dragoon's relative speed.

"Oh Halone!" the High Adjudicator's voice echoes through the hall. "Render onto us your judgment! Raise up the righteous, and cast down the wicked!"

The moment the battle is declared, both dragoons disappear from the arena.
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[personal profile] coerthantorment 2021-04-23 02:04 am (UTC)(link)
It is perhaps to Estinien's detriment that he keeps such a close eye on Aymeric's side of the fight. It certainly doesn't help his focus - and yet it's hard to draw his attention away, knowing that one blow could change everything. The Durendaire will be out for blood now, he thinks. Win or lose, he suspects that he and Aymeric will have made some lifetime enemies.

While Aymeric's battle is at least somewhat coherent to watch, the dragoon's fight is a blur. Two fully armoured bodies ricochet from the ceiling to the walls to the floor, their presence punctuated by the moments that they pound against the stone, only to vanish again with contrasting weightlessness. Neither can afford to be struck with a force that's intended to pierce a dragon's hide - an ordinary man would be easily killed, armor or no.

Despite his distraction, Estinien is keen to keep Draneux's attention on him. As Aymeric's shield is pierced, Estinien finally slips in a blow - or a grapple, more accurately. He catches a gap in Draneux armour with the hook of his Gae Bolg's wings, finding purchase enough to swing him down towards the floor. The Azure Dragoon lands, but with an uneven gate, his knee taking far more weight than it should and smacking into the stone. Estinien recognizes the vulnerability for what it is, even as Draneux masks his pain.

And then Aymeric's shield goes flying, and both dragoons are alerted to the same of clashing metal. One knight is down their defence, and that in itself seems grim, even before Estinien notices Draneux's sightline - one that leads straight for Aymeric.

There are no rules against double-teaming in a battle like this. Draneux recovers from his blunder by taking to the air once more, aiming a merciless lance blow towards Aymeric's back. Estinien refuses to pause long enough to contemplate what might have happened if he hadn't seen the Azure Dragoon's intent.

Instead of the point of a Gae Bolg, Aymeric will instead feel two suits of armor crash past him and Estinien throws himself bodily at Draneux, like a fired arrow knocking another off course. The move is otherwise reckless and uncalculated, though - and as the two dragoons hit the wall, Estinien is on the side that meets stone most harshly.

They fall into the ground in a tangle, every lingering pain in Estinien's body lighting up anew. The only mercy is that Draneux is stunned as well, though Estinien doesn't expect that to last, desperately grasping for a better hold on his lance as he attempts to right himself.
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[personal profile] coerthantorment 2021-04-23 05:38 am (UTC)(link)
Estinien drags himself to his feet, panting with exertion. His eyes had settled on Aymeric as the other man came upon him, half expecting his friend to be cut down despite his efforts, but Aymeric handily proves him wrong. A new aether technique, one Estinien has not seen much of - he's familiar with the concept of an aether shield, but to fend off a blow like that?

He'll have to ask Aymeric about it later. For, the moment his friend is safe, his fierce gaze falls upon the Azure Dragoon once more, staring straight past Aymeric's defense. The thought that with a mere moment's difference, Aymeric could have been slain with his back turned... that was an attempted killing blow, and nothing less. The the fury of it turns in Estinien's belly like dragon fire, sheer hatred in his eyes. Estinien has no answer for Aymeric, only a growl in his throat.

"Step aside or I will strike you down," Draneux spits, venom in his own words to match. Estinien can sense his damaged pride, pushed to this point by his supposed lesser. Ser Draneux thinks he knows what anger is. He has no idea. Estinien staggers forward a step, shaking off the remains of his shock. His grip on his spear tightens, his composure returning - all except the new area of absolute rancor surrounding him.

Draneux has certainly been putting him through his paces, but Estinien has not forgotten the blow he stuck a few moments before - the Azure Dragoon's leg is a weakness, a target. Estinien will not suffer him to stand again unchallenged.

Just as Draneux took Aymeric by surprise, Estinien feels no need to allow him to finish his thought. Instead, before the Azure Dragoon can take another step, Estinien has leapt - towards Draneux, then to the side, feinting with deadly precision, only to strike his wounded leg out from beneath him with the full force of his swinging spear.

Draneux puts up a defense, of course - but nothing Estinien hasn't anticipated. Estinien refuses to yield, refuses to give him even a moment to recover, beating his opponent back and away towards the center of the ring.
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[personal profile] coerthantorment 2021-04-25 10:22 pm (UTC)(link)
It's in the back of Estinien's mind that they're not here to kill - to even imagine the scandal that would unfold if this battle ended with the Azure Dragoon dead is a daunting task. It's equally difficult to remain committed to that ideal in the moment, however, after seeing that Draneux is apparently offering them no such courtesy.

Still, Estinien's dogged pursuit remains focused on the legs, his opponent barely managing to keep up. He can sense the increasing recklessness of Draneux's movements, desperation taking its toll. All he needs is one decisive blow to end this, he thinks - a strike to bring Draneux to his knees, and put an end to this farce for good. He sees such an opportunity as the other dragoon's lance slips from his fingers, and Estinien lifts his spear to finish it...

...only for the claws of Draneux's gauntlet to seize the pole of his lance. He tries to pull it free, but the Azure Dragoon's grasp is inhumanely strong, and it's then that Estinien recognizes the shift in the aether around them - the presence of the Eye, of Nidhogg, is tangible, even if he can't see the glints of red in his enemy's eyes.

Faster than he can react, another set of claws seizes around his throat, pressuring the material of his neck guard enough to make him choke. His feet leave the floor, Draneux holding him aloft.

There are no laws set in stone regarding the use of Nidhogg's Eye in trial by combat - after all, it is not usually expected that the Azure Dragoon would be participating. Still, Estinien has scarcely imagined that Draneux would dare to invoke it here, to make the wretched wyrm's power a deciding factor in Halone's judgment. That in itself is enough to stun him.

But not for long. Estinien makes a wild bid for freedom, kicking at Draneux's belly with the spur of his boot. He's thrown to the ground in the next moment, landing with a clatter as the Azure Dragoon stares down at him. He tries to move, to put distance between them, but he doesn't have the time. Draneux flips backwards, collecting his lance, only to dash forward just as quickly and bring it down heavy against Estinien's helm. He can hear, and feel, the metal bend beneath it.

He can't stop it, now - Draneux is too strong, the aura of his blows filled with destructive aether. The lance approaches on a return swing, catching Estinien across the chest and belly this time, launching him across the arena and into the stone on the other side.

Estinien's visor is broken, he can tell already, blood trickling down and over his exposed eye and staining his white hair as he tries to find his composure. The one boon he has is that he managed to keep his hand tangled in the cord encircling his lance - he hasn't lost it. Yet, that won't help him now.

He can see the dark magic of the wyrm surround the Azure Dragoon as he sets his sights on him - lance raised as he takes to the air, aiming for a dive that Estinien does not have the strength to dodge.
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[personal profile] coerthantorment 2021-04-27 01:45 am (UTC)(link)
Estinien's head spins, something pounding inside his skull just as sickness turns in his gut. It's all he can do to try to shield himself with his lance, even as his arms shift sluggishly - but as he braces himself for impact, it doesn't come. Instead, he's dazzled by a flare of light as Aymeric steps in front of him, the vision of wings sprouting from his back.

He's familiar with the idea of techniques like this, they are nothing unprecedented, but in the moment it feels akin to divine intervention. He can feel Aymeric's aether muffling the surge of power formed by the Azure Dragoon's dive, hitting its apex as their forces collide at Aymeric's sword. Nidhogg's power soaks them, and while Estinien is mostly shielded, he can't help but feel it must be staggering for Aymeric, as Draneux's assault aims to strike him down. Aether tears against aether, and a moment later, Draneux is flying backwards, skidding against the stone as he finds his footing.

As much of a godsend as Aymeric's intervention has been, Estinien won't leave fate to decide whether it works a second time. Instead, he staggers to his feet, pushing through pain and sickness, blood dripping down the front of his armor and clouding his eyes. While the Azure Dragoon has Nidhogg's power, Estinien only has his own. Yet, he's learned to make use of it, to the best of his ability - and if it isn't spent now, he will lose his chance for good.

As Draneux braces against the ground, claws digging marks into the stone, Estinien waste no time. Thrusting his lance upward, he forces what aether he can into his lance, taking to the sky and putting everything into this last-ditch maneuver to save both of their lives.

They call it a Dragonfire Dive, inspired by the foes they have trained themselves to best. Estinien hits the ground before the Azure Dragoon as a searing missile of heat, and despite the rage of the wyrm burning inside of him, Draneux can't help but be snuffed out.

Draneux hits the stone, the spikes of his armor screeching around the surface. In the same moment, Estinien staggers to his knees, the tip of his lance piercing the arena stone. He's spent, he knows it. It's nothing but raw willpower that keeps him collapse as his hazy eyes stay focused on his prone enemy.