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aymeric "national ass et" de borel ([personal profile] revolutionne) wrote in [community profile] thefeywood2020-11-11 10:43 pm

why don't you figure my heart out?





master post for homoerotic subtext (and a cat)


AU Info Dump

01. Aymeric nearly gets eaten by a dragon, good thing Estinien is there. Then they get piss drunk a month later, the truest form of friendship.
02. Going to a party and subsequently missing most of the party, only to get kicked out and have Feelings. Cameo by the cat.
03. Estinien recovers from his recent dragon battle and is clearly suffering from PTSD, but Ishgard is ill-equipped to deal with it. Aymeric tries, though. Also totally platonic cuddling. (Cat is suspicious.)
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[personal profile] coerthantorment 2020-11-22 05:14 am (UTC)(link)
It is, in fact, Estinien - in the middle of actively seeking Aymeric out, having heard he was back in the congregation. Of course, when he notices that Aymeric is in the middle of a discussion, he stops and keeps to the wall, crossing his arms as he waits for them to finish up.

It doesn't take long. The older Elezen heads off, and Aymeric is left available for the moment. Estinien finishes his approach, raising an unseen eyebrow. The dragoon helmet does make him damn near impossible to read.

Thankfully, as has become his habit, when he closes quarters with Aymeric and sees no other interruptions, he makes to slide off his helmet, long white hair pooling around his shoulders. He casts his steely gaze in the other Captain as he leaves, and then focuses intently on Aymeric.

"Well met, Ser Aymeric," he says with a small nod. "Have your plans been coming together?"
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[personal profile] coerthantorment 2020-11-22 05:42 am (UTC)(link)
Estinien's expression remains more neutral in this context, but he's clear from his eyes and from the way he so eagerly came over that he's glad to have caught him in a quiet moment. He's been very glad to see Aymeric make progress with no unreasonable interruptions.

"I did mention the idea to a few of the other dragoons," he says. "They were not opposed. If it receives approval from the Lord Commander, it seems like a sensible step to add our numbers, as well."

He's certainly keeping his appraisal understated, knowing that the dragoons do tend to have fairly narrow focuses when it comes to their tasks.

"Ser Heustienne, in particular, seemed interested in the collaboration - no doubt, as an opportunity to advance her leadership abilities."
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[personal profile] coerthantorment 2020-11-22 06:14 am (UTC)(link)
Estinien's eyes lift, surveying the area to see if they are receiving any unwanted attention. Then, he shrugs his shoulders.

"She is interested in the mantle of Azure Dragoon, and sees those skills as a path towards defining herself for the role." Aymeric is fully aware of how critical that entire area of consideration is for Estinien, but in the moment, he keeps that burning desire concealed. "We have different priorities."

He shakes his head.

"I do not fault her for her ambition. She has more patience than I for such matters." But also he desperately needs her to not succeed in outpacing him.
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[personal profile] coerthantorment 2020-11-22 06:44 am (UTC)(link)
Estinien doesn't care for the idea of petty squabbles over who did or didn't introduce ideas first, as much as he knows that trying to retain credit is crucial for advancement. It chafes against is sensibilities, though, and part of him would rather Heustienne remain in the spotlight for the endeavour, if she does end up giving Aymeric's plans the advantage they need.

Ser Draneux would certainly be more willing to listen to her. Yet, a trace of anxiety does stir within him, even if it's one he would rather banish. It seems ridiculous that dragoons should be in such a situation, wishing for others to perform at less than their best.

Aymeric makes his offer, though, which allows Estinien to put such issues to the side. With his helmet off, Aymeric will also be able to catch his hesitation. He wonders if he should put it back on.

"...Naught but personal training," he says, after a pause. "If you have use of my presence, I can easily remain."

Yes, he will meet your new team. Though he hopes the lancer boy will contain his enthusiasm.
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[personal profile] coerthantorment 2020-11-22 07:38 am (UTC)(link)
Estinien decides not to put the helmet back on, as it turns out, keeping it tucked under his arm as they head upstairs. He is relieved to see the office in question is empty, though, as it means that he has time to settle in first, and also there are fewer overall people to worry about.

He takes a few moments to look around, passingly curious about the work environment a Captain enjoys. It's nothing surprising, though he is slightly amused to see Aymeric's giant sword propped up against it. That blade had been at the center of some interesting training sessions.

"You do have a desk," he says with some slight amusement, setting his helmet on top of it for the time being. As a dragoon he does get a small room to himself, but a desk is something is order does not find itself in need of.
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[personal profile] coerthantorment 2020-11-22 06:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Estinien feels as if what his own inclination would be isn't all that indicative. There's a reason that making Captain was never one of his goals.

"Were it my position, I imagine I would send myself to the field regardless," he says. Then, he shrugs his shoulders. "But that is why I am not a Captain. Until we begin facing sterner advances from Dravania, this seems entirely reasonable."

Besides that, Estinien can't help but feel some relief to know that Aymeric is away from such duties. The fact that they twice had their unit devestated while on routine patrols has not left his thoughts.

He would never say as much, though.
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[personal profile] coerthantorment 2020-11-22 09:30 pm (UTC)(link)
In this moment, Estinien does end up wishing that he'd decided to wear his helmet. It means he has to put more effort into managing his expression - through his natural inclination towards stoic expressions is to his advantage here.

The moment Ser Theodlac starts looking at him, he feels a bit overwhelmed. Still, he manages to regard the Hyur with a steely expression, inclining his head with professional distance as he's introduced.

"Ser Aymeric has spoken well of you," he says, which is certainly friendly by his standards. As much as he finds Theodlac's enthusiasm daunting, he can't exactly find it in himself to discourage someone looking to pursue the lance. He just wishes that passion wasn't being thrust in his direction.

He keeps it at that, for now. He's mostly here to listen.
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[personal profile] coerthantorment 2020-11-23 01:14 am (UTC)(link)
Estinien's eyebrows lift. He's not offended by being asked a question, but the choice surprises him. His thoughts flicker back to that day - is that a tale that's told of him? Or did it come from Aymeric himself?

"...Aye, with the aid of Ser Aymeric. I had tracked it's path across the Highlands... and his arrow allowed me the opening needed to end it. The rest of our unit was slain ere it fell to my lance."

Whenever he tells a tale of supposed glory, he feels the need to recall that part, as well. Many men perished on that day, regardless of the outcome.
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[personal profile] coerthantorment 2020-11-23 05:27 am (UTC)(link)
It was the day that first brought them together, and it's hard to imagine trading it, but there is an unavoidable grimness to that twist of fate. Apparently, a more simplified version of it has been going around. He supposes that was a key factor in him being introduced to dragoon training as quickly as he was.

He's left reflecting on images from that entire experience as the conversation begins to shift, tough he tunes in again as Theodlac brings up something else. He can easily relate to the plight of the towns scattered across Coerthas, and so he's immediately curious about what the young man is referring to.

"Is it struggling?" he asks, glancing at Aymeric to see if this is news to him. He assumes it would have Aymeric's attention as soon as he was informed - and to see Saidine's reaction, he wonders about the truth of the situation.
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[personal profile] coerthantorment 2020-11-23 06:50 am (UTC)(link)
Estinien steels himself against the onslaught of whatever that look means, staring back at the young man for only a moment before turning his gaze towards Aymeric. He tries to shrug it off.

"Who would be in charge of dispensing those funds?" he asks, tilting his head. As naturally suspicious as Estinien is, it does sound like something that was likely an error caused by carelessness. Still, he's well aware of how critical such relief could be to struggling townships.

He does note that Theodlac seemed particularly concerned about the situation. He can appreciate that instinct in a person.
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[personal profile] coerthantorment 2020-11-24 04:01 am (UTC)(link)
Estinien pauses to contemplate the implication of that. Aymeric has a point. Surely there should be enough presence in Hemlock that there would be people to report to beyond a wandering patrol. He frowns more deeply.

"Do you suggest that the locals may not trust the resident knights enough to lodge a complaint with them?" Estinien asks. "Or... that believe naught will be done as a result?"

It's the only explanation that comes to his mind for that. Ishgard does give plenty of reasons to become disillusioned in the system for the common folk.
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[personal profile] coerthantorment 2020-11-24 06:13 am (UTC)(link)
Estinien nods his head. It sounds like a solid plan to him, and he feels like not many captains would take so much initiative for the townships under their watch. It's heartening to see Aymeric in a position where he can finally start working towards his vision, no matter how small in scale.

"It sounds to be a situation where your skills would be of use," he agrees, knowing that Aymeric is more skilled than average at leveraging with others. As much as the sound of the situation causes his hackles to instinctively rise, he would hope it's something that could be resolve plainly.

He pauses, glancing back towards the door the other squadron just left through.

"Tell me, what do you know of Ser Theodlac's origins?"
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[personal profile] coerthantorment 2020-11-24 10:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Estinien does not have much to spare in terms of being a bleeding heart, lest he exsanguinate himself completely, but if he couldn't respect it in other people he certainly wouldn't be friends with Aymeric. He could easily see that Theodlac had a good heart, and attention towards his fellow man that not all Ishgardians managed.

He nods his head, as if that explanation confirms something in his mind.

"An immigrant, then," he confirms. That could be as troublesome as anything when it came to existing in Ishgard. Even if Theodlac himself had been born in Coerthas proper, the fact that his father had not been is something that would be talked about. Immigration was very uncommon, and his father must have had to prove himself wit his lance.

"Not as cloying as I might have thought," he adds a few moments later, as overt of approval as Theodlac was likely to get.

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